Everything is okay

“your a nice guy, which means you dont get girls or sales”-  Boss

Suppose its true that nice guys finish last, to have that confidence, that continuity to be blunt ,outright and aggressive, is that what everyone strives to become? For lack of a better word, a dick head?

None should need to live a life that way, to have the nerve to manipulate people of opposite attributes and control them , by those of stronger will.

Changing your life/life style is never an ideal way to live, the proof of this is something I don’t show, but the idea of it, would end badly as you would imagine.

went through a pack of matches smoking , and still dont feel any better.

ffs

I awoke in a hurry with a sense of urgency, I had convinced myself this job interview was the right thing to do today, despite what I was doing, despite being my current state of unemployment.

I then did a bit of research on the company, and now my mind is made up, fuck werk.

I don’t even like Sports. 

I need to learn to talk less shit and more non-shit

Tumblr, something i havnt even thought about looking into the for the past couple years, there’s a couple reasons as to why which I dont think i’ll disclose for reason that the couple people reading this simply wouldn’t care.

-28/8/2011

Today is a day of surrealism, i don’t exactly know whether it’s my sleep deprivation which is causing me to have this out of world, strange feeling of warmth, or it could be the fact that one of the first many warm spring afternoons, brings back a feeling I havn’t felt in a while, (i could have worded this better, but im sure you sort of understand).

The last couple days have been the best iv’e had in years, involved a 5 hour endless road, good lads, and intoxicants, it was a night to.. Not remember, although there were some things missing which would have made things that much more amazing, but once again i will leave that for you to imagine.